Every Day

every day.
every day i get up, do my stuff and go back to bed. 
every day i hope that when i get up it will be ok. 
every day i hope, i gonna feel this one, that i can be here. 
every day. 

most days. 
most days i get up, do my stuff and go back to bed. 
most days it’s ok. 
most days i am here, i am feeling. 
most days.

some days. 
some days i get up, do my stuff and go back to bed. 
some days it’s s different.
some days the air feels thin, the sounds are muffled and the colors are dull.
some days. 

today. 
today i am not getting up. 
today i am not here. today i can’t feel.
today.

tomorrow. 
tomorrow is a new day. i am waiting for tomorrow. 
tomorrow i wanna get up, i wanna do my things and go back to bed. 
tomorrow i want to be free. 
tomorrow.